A Memory Of A Lifetime...
It was indeed a great escapade with a fun bunch of colleague at the Fraser Hill albeit I totally hate the journey very much!
3 cars, 14 crazy people, 11 from Saatchi, 2 from LB, 1 from BBDO & 1 small kid.The trip was meant to be a farewell trip for Yee Sin, before he leave to endeavor his bright & potential future in Beijing. But of course, I am sure what he had experienced & garnered out of this trip is nothing, but a sweet reminiscence of the ‘big Saatchi family’ down the memory lane.
From the look of everyone’s face. I’m sure we all have fun! So, I shall reframe from mentioning how happy we were again, but I shall let the picture speaks for a thousand stories of it.
Gone To Fraser Hill...
More pics & update soon. Stay tune...
It Can Only Be Me & Annie Boo...
The things we do in a meeting :P
Annie Boo, you
piece-of-shit! But I still
*heart* you!
I Thought I Would Never...
...be able to let go.
But I think I had just did, these few days.
It feels different now. Just like that brand new feeling.
Thanks to you know who u are...for spending the late nights listening to my craps.
Afterall, brotherhood is not too bad of a feeling too, ya know? :)
The Good Old Days...
... had came and gone. I miss you all.
Thanks for being the best team mates, ever! How I wish you all are with me, now.
Jordan - thanks for always on my back, you're the best boss, really!
Phoebe - thanks for listening to all my ramblings, and laugh at my silly jokes that no one will ever response to.
Adeline - thanks for everything. You're like a sister to me.
Ming - thanks for you accepting me as it is. You make me realise who I am.
The best of future to all, and our friendship.
Because...
...I had feelings too.
AND THAT'S WHY IT HURT ME BAD. Thanks Calvin, for the song. It says a lot about how I feel now.
Yesterday...
...it hits me again...and I felt so vulnerable.
Misery is my best friend, I guess.
What a total LOSER... I told myself.
Solving people’s problem is my strength.
Issue of mine... is an endless mess.
So this is me.
The seems strong, happy, cheerful, merry-jolly Nicky Lee.
But actually... a shield without a soul.
I hate myself!
I hate myself.
I hate myself.
I hate myself.
I hate myself.
It shouldn’t even have started it in the very beginning!
I hate myself even more when someone comes up to you to thank you for the good stuff done, but here, you were hoping you didn’t did it at all.
I did it. Because I was seeking for acceptance.
I did it again. Because I was seeking for assurance of acceptance.
I did it again and again. Because I want to be reminded of that assurance of acceptance.
I did it again and again and yet again. Because I want to be reminded of that assurance of acceptance and my existence everytime; anywhere.
Silly, stupid, foolish isn’t it?
I don’t know what the hell I’m talking here.
I simply, just hate myself now.
