Sunday, November 19, 2006

Sometimes... You Wonder... Who You Really Are?

I think I am hit by depression again.

Weird feelings just came bombarded me. I felt like I just lost myself, the inner soul of myself. It felt like I am nothing but an empty case now.

I don’t know who I am. Do I even have a personality? Am I even a someone?

My feeling tells me that I am running nowhere now, very recklessly, and aimlessly. No direction, no fighting-spirit, no soul. Like, I am waiting to serve a death sentence. It doesn’t help that I can’t even identify what is the problem here.

I felt like a total loser.
Like, for the past 25 years, I really don’t seem to understand myself?
Like, I seriously doesn’t exist at all?

Everytime when I feel this way… I hate myself even more.

I need my soul.

I need my spirit.

I need to be loved again.

I need that support & blessing.

I need what I felt missing now.

I need everything…

Am not asking for sympathy. Do not sympathize me! Just let me be, just leave me alone to figure that out.

posted by Nicky Dominique @ 6:49 PM 2 comments

Sunday, November 05, 2006

The Office Party...

...can be real fun, but sometimes it can be real SCARY too.

You see... Saatchi held an office meeting for some announcement (yes CHRISTMAS BONUS + COMPANY TRIP) and showcase of brilliant creative work.

Then, we were stuffed with good food. Subsequently, the party turned into horror.

First, it was Tequila Shooters for the newbies. That includes me! But after a while, there seems no objectives for the game anymore. Everyone started to find small small reason to make someone down a shooter. But that was funny!

Then, what's worst was that the party turned into a BITTING FIESTA! Started by Kylee. She left me a bruise on my thigh. It's super horrible.

But anyway, we all had fun! So I ain't gonna complain much.

posted by Nicky Dominique @ 9:16 PM 5 comments

Saturday, November 04, 2006

Congratulation...

To my newly wed best friend Mrs. Anderson!

Remember, Nicky baby love u long time... :)

posted by Nicky Dominique @ 1:29 AM 1 comments