The amphibian

I hate myself!

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

It shouldn’t even have started it in the very beginning!

I hate myself even more when someone comes up to you to thank you for the good stuff done, but here, you were hoping you didn’t did it at all.

I did it. Because I was seeking for acceptance.

I did it again. Because I was seeking for assurance of acceptance.

I did it again and again. Because I want to be reminded of that assurance of acceptance.

I did it again and again and yet again. Because I want to be reminded of that assurance of acceptance and my existence everytime; anywhere.

Silly, stupid, foolish isn’t it?

I don’t know what the hell I’m talking here. I simply, just hate myself now.

posted by Nicky Dominique @ 12:46 PM